Unravel Me

wondering how long? and is it possible?

2003-09-10
wondering: how long? and is it possible?

it's late. but in tonight's previous entry (where i put the fotolog link) i forgot to ask two things: [i guess the fotolog and seeing photos from this summer reminded me of it all]

1) how long does it take to realize you're attracted to someone?

2) is it possible to fall for someone in one evening?

since coming home, i've held back something important here and it's this:

i didn't think it was possible, but on my very last night in seattle, i think i fell in love with someone. kind of. but forget i said that because it doesn't matter anymore and right now i feel like a kid who came back from summer camp after a little summer fling and is a little down because it's all temporary. it's just like when i spent my summers in connecticut as a teenager and came home madly in love with wally from texas, and eric from connecticut (not at the same time, thank you very much--two different summers). oh man. my feelings are so strong and intense.

now move along. go back and follow the link to my fotolog or something but please don't linger here. because i'll write more on this if/when i'm able to. i've fallen in love. and i can't sleep. and i still haven't gotten my period. yeah. i know.

1:25 a.m. ::
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