"i said to my reflection let's get out of this place"...
right now i'm listening to my beloved "squeeze" cd. boy, i haven't listened to it in ages! isn't it amazing how the way you feel physically can really affect how good or bad you feel about yourself?
uh yeah. i feel incredibly huge--like i want to lose about 10-15 lbs. but then i ask myself: should i really do it? is it worth it? do i really need to shed pounds? i'm really struggling with this stuff and hate it. it's such a slippery slope to be on. at 112 lbs, i should probably leave well enough alone and not feel fat, and just blame it on having a bean burrito for lunch. that and cherry coke. maybe that's all it is. that and pms.
ANYWAY...what else to report?
i'm on a real movie kick. i think i want to see "the italian job". and i can't say it enough: "le divorce" sucked balls. and i watched "crouching tiger, hidden dragon" last night. and i have a copy of "blue crush". seriously, i'm mourning the loss of summer. so "blue crush" just may be the answer and i hope to lose myself in it.
and speaking of summer, i gave my dad that book i bought at kinokuniya bookstore in uwajimaya when i was in seattle in july. it was a book on japanese brush painting and he LOVED it! so yay!
