no longer

i'm really, really tired now and ready for bed. orbit was pretty fun tonight--played pool and caught up w/ a few people i hadn't seen in a while. but boy it's foggy out. very foggy. i hate driving in dense fog.

anyway, i'm sad right now. there is one diary here i had been reading on and off, though not on my buddy list. i wandered onto this site just before coming here to update. this individual is an extremely talented writer whose entries always touched me. one entry in particular made me really put things into perspective back in january. she wrote honestly about her life and struggles and a couple of days ago, wrote her last entry and said her diary was now closed...that her page here had been a good space to chronicle the ups and downs in her life for the past year...but that it was time to let go now, that she came away from her experience here as a better person. so many poignant words. in a way, i wish i hadn't seen that entry tonight b/c of the effect it's having on me. and that said, i guess it's time to log out and get to bed, maybe have sweet dreams.

in fact, i had a dream that i met one of my diaryland buddies. today i e-mailed her and told her about that dream. interesting, huh?

it's a sat. night...a slow night on diaryland, w/ few updates. nonetheless i'll leave anyone out there who does happen to pass through here with this tidbit about me:

i always dream in color.

goodnight.